I'm in need of a diversion.
Things are getting a little easier over here with being dumped and all. I still think about him all the time and am having a pretty hard time trying to get over it. I've tried dating again but I don't want to be that asshole with the bagagge for someone else. I know its still very fresh so sticking with myself and finding a hobby to do would be the best bet, everyone keeps telling me getting right back in the game is the best diversion.
Have you ever met someone in your life and everything seemed so great and perfect that something in the back of your head was telling you it was too good to be true? I don't know why I didn't listen to that voice more, sure I did and was a little cautious but it wasn't enough. He layed out everything on our first date, his problems, issues and baggage. Let me tell you there was a lot! As time went on they seemed to be fading and silly me, you can't change people. People are set in their ways whether you like it or not and as much as I wish it that's not true, it is.
I did this to myself and not only am I gonna have to let the perfect person for me go free, I'm gonna have to remember always that I set myself up for this dissapoitment. Me, myself and I.
